Saturday, December 11, 2004

I wish we could just be quietly together
and forget about
all the
rest.....Sabrina said. She was right.

It was interesting.
It was fun.
But I felt too awkward.
I want to be comfortable and at ease.
I want to laugh so hard that I cry.
I want to laugh so hard that I have to excuse myself and go to the bathroom.

I wish we could be quietly together
and dream out loud....

without worries.

1 comment:

Heffernhyphen said...

It's one of life's great ironies: the things we want most in life are what we are most likely to obsess about, but they are only available to us if we don't obsess about them. Ack! You can only get a guy if you don't want one too much. You can only get pregnant if you "relax, don't think about it too much." Yeah, right. Great advice, genius. I don't know what to tell you, except this: anyone as wonderful as you will be found sooner or later. It's God's timing, annoying though it may be, that determines when.