It seems like my world is opening up and closing in around me all at the same time. there are so many new and exciting things happening, but at the same time, all of the old problems are still hanging out there, haunting me, reminding me that I'm going nowhere.....making no progress. so what if all this exciting stuff is happening? the roof is still leaking. so what if i'm selling my work? too few and far between. the floor is still falling in. so what if people are calling me with jobs to do? i'm still at home alone on saturday night. that's it in a nutshell. i'm home alone and it's saturday night. it's getting really old. having friends is great. having one special friend to spend time with is what it's all about.
it's what i'm missing.